Chiron Rx’s opposition to BML is the painful end result round taboo feminine vitality. The girl who’s an outsider, who acts the way in which she is not presupposed to act in a relationship or well mannered social setting (Libra) is ostracized or scapegoated. And it hurts. The extra her energies are repressed in favour of the gorgeous facade, the extra it’ll harm.
This end result is the purpose the place she decides to confront the wound head on by overtly embracing it. BML is supposed to be “unacceptable” – that is the place her energy comes from. There’ll all the time be those that are afraid of her and who push her away. And whereas that is by no means nice, she solely grows in power when she integrates the ache whereas persevering with to be herself and concentrating on relationships with those that settle for her darkish magnificence.
For many who have flirted with BML’s distorted facet (vengeance, damaging behaviour, poisonous love triangles) this consequence will ship the ouch. BML by no means performs good and in the event you get caught up along with her anger and resolve to harm others, you’re going to get bitten.
Solar/Neptune is the disaster of fact. You attain some extent the place you are unsure about course. You are confronted with the chance that your beliefs are false and what you are happy with is an phantasm. Perhaps you’ve got been misled and have wandered down the unsuitable path.
This is not the tip (but) so there’s nonetheless time to right your course. You’ll be able to flip a nook right here as fears and invasive (detrimental) influences change into so pronounced that it’s essential to make a change. Ego attachments embrace issues like perception and data – in the event you’re unsuitable, settle for it and transfer on. Do not double down with self-righteous desperation and proceed to energise one thing that drains your life power.
This may additionally see you severely doubting your self-worth as addictive influences, doubts or deception weaken you. Acknowledge that you simply’re susceptible and deal with your self with additional kindness. On the identical time, acknowledge that the strain right here can be utilized to gas inventive work, compassionate work or a seek for one thing larger. Whereas painful, the ego sometimes requires instances the place it is questioned. The humbling that outcomes will set you again a couple of steps and as you regroup, you refine your self/your creations whereas growing empathy for others.
Portray by Charles Hermans