Saturn is at present transiting my 2nd home.  I’ve lined this transit earlier than, mentioning “incomes your self-worth” and “defining your values”. Cash is commonly restricted.  All of these items are actual and legitimate however I wished to put in writing one thing, much less frequent and maybe not identified in any respect.

Saturn transiting your second home cuts limits entry to the eighth home or the power of others. You need to do no matter it’s you’re doing, by yourself for probably the most half.  Examine the listing within the first graph. I’m engaged on all of these items and I’m doing it alone.

Let’s see.  My husband, Ben and Satori are all totally occupied.  That’s a only a pattern, however my level is, I can lean on these individuals are this time.  It’s simply was effectively.  Whose accountability is my self-worth? Who is meant to pay for me?  Who is meant to outline what I worth?

I’m not saying I like this however I do perceive it. I wish to provide you with a tangible instance how that is performed.

Simply after Christmas, my website malfunctioned in a severe manner.  All of the sudden, the positioning was down as a lot because it was up. It was down in a single day, extra occasions than I can depend. Now take a look at that listing.  Are you able to see how daunting this was? How come I can’t repair my website!!

I attempted to get my webhost to do it, however it wasn’t their situation. CArRiE wished to assist me, however I had such a large number on the backend, she didn’t really feel assured she may do it. It was additionally going to be an enormous job. She was hesitant about charging me pretty. I didn’t wish to make the most of her sort nature so I advised her, I might determine it out, myself, however name if I bought right into a disaster.

I hate tech stuff. I discover it daunting and complicated however I went on Fiverr and bought this website completely constructed from scratch for 1/8 of a quote I’d been given.  Dangerous?  Possibly. However I needed to face that concern and positive sufficient, thirty days later, I had a brand new web site.

Subsequent, I needed to do one thing concerning the 23 years of rubbish on my server.  It’s embarrassing, proper.  I’m avoidant, clearly, relating to doing this kind stuff, however I used to be feeling “supported” after the web site got here off okay. Traditional for Saturn, by the best way. I went again to Fiverr and employed a database knowledgeable.

Now if you happen to’ve been round right here awhile, you already know I’ve been hacked to the core and sabotaged in some ways. I had to supply my root password to this stranger to get this completed. I noticed no different manner ahead, so I gave it to him.  He killed this job. He slaughtered is, deleting 50GB of junk, I’d been paying to retailer; by no means thoughts the have an effect on on the efficiency of the positioning.

The location is nice publish having this work completed, however the transit is ongoing and I must get my prices down.  My husband retired, proper? Much less cash. He’s additionally carrying for his dying mom and he’s unwell himself, with surgical procedure scheduled.  It’s as much as me to verify we’re viable so I began to look into various, cheaper, non-managed webhosting.

I requested right here and there. I went to boards.  Lengthy story brief, I went again to database man, who can be server admin.  He’s going to maneuver my website to new internet hosting and set me up on a really totally different state of affairs.  As soon as the work is completed, my prices will likely be dramatically lowered.  The location must be blazing quick, which in fact, I like.  Can you are feeling my shallowness solidifying?  I’m going large time with my little website!  This new website will likely be “tight” in all methods. It gained’t drain (Pisces) my funds (Saturn).

I feel it is a good instance of slowly and methodically, plodding via an issue, gaining confidence in my means to deal with it, as I’m going.   When you’re having this transit and ready for somebody to save lots of you, don’t. You’ve bought to do it your self.

So yeah. I’ll shifting my weblog to Germany, with Mercury retrograde. Please word, I’m not frightened about this, as a result of I’ve religion.

Separate however associated, there’s additionally this Pluto rising Photo voltaic Return of this weblog, happening on April ninth.  It truly is do or die.  Wanting like “do” is what’s within the playing cards.

Thanks on your help.