I’ve written greater than 100 posts about Neptune on the midheaven and this shall be one other. You probably have Neptune conjunct your midheaven or Pisces ruling the tenth your public picture goes to morph. That is inevitable. It’s outdoors your management. If you wish to zero in on what I’m speaking about simply consider a star whose picture is static. There are many individuals like that…and there are many individuals like me.
I wrote this put up in 2011, greater than ten years in the past! I simply had a gal on twitter ask me about this. There are excess of 100 posts on this subject at this level. Sadly they’ll’t be discovered through search. Right here’s the remainder of the put up…
In the event you’ve been round right here awhile, I’m certain you’ve seen individuals come and go. You’ve seen individuals love me after which hate me or hate me after which love me and typically they travel time and again.
I’ll always remember the gal who wrote a diatribe about how I continuously pissed her off as a result of my Moon was in “X” opposing hers. She went on and on about how she forgave me for pissing her off due to this moon opposition factor between our charts. She granted me some favor due to this and the one downside was, I didn’t have my moon in “X”.
I in all probability ought to have simply stored my mouth shut however as a substitute I informed her, “However I don’t have an X moon”. This was unforgivable. I used to be both in in hassle for not having the moon the place she imagined or for saying so however it was a no win state of affairs for me as a result of if I had let her remark lie, I’d have deceptive others.
If the identical circumstance had been to come up at the moment, I’d mislead others. I’d faux I didn’t see the remark. I’d not affirm or deny the allegation and whereas I don’t crave this a lot I’ve been crushed so badly for my trustworthy nature, I’ve discovered that typically it’s higher to only STFU.
I used to be prompted me to jot down this as a result of I used to be excited about the e book I wrote. Neptune on the midheaven obscures my me from the general public but additionally hides my public picture from me apart from the uncommon instances the veil lifts which is at all times surprising. Final week I posted some stuff about my daughter… I printed her personal phrases which actually brings an individual to life. This made her actual to a number of the newer readers round right here. She was already actual to old-timers however I think about studying about her brought about a shift in some, so far as how they see me.
Yesterday it hit me, I was identified (8-10 years in the past) by the tales I informed, a few of which went into my (unpublished) e book. I don’t inform tales anymore (to talk of) and if individuals had been to learn that e book at the moment, I believe they’d be shocked. They’d in all probability even be upset by it, they could even be mad of their confusion and I’ll let you know why. It’s as a result of my public picture has morphed and it will be numerous work to attempt to merge the then with the now.
I do know this for certain as a result of I needed to merge my reminiscence of my husband together with his persona put up his profession in Particular Forces and it was not simple. I’ve additionally seen that individuals who knew him throughout these twenty years discover it just about unimaginable to know my existence, by no means thoughts our bond.
It’s like being a small boat on on the seaside. I was tethered there and you possibly can see me. You can see this define of me and sooner or later the rope was minimize and I’ve drifted A LONG WAY.
There isn’t any solution to choose this. Issues are fleeting, I suppose, until you actually attempt to maintain on and even you then’ve obtained no ensures.
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Who can relate?