I’ve Venus sq. Neptune in my chart. I’ve an ideal sensitivity to footage. I’ve written about this over time, however not just lately. I really like/hate writing about this, as a result of whereas I feel it’s very fascinating and never generally written up. It’s laborious to jot down about Neptune with out meandering.
I really like the sensation of meandering however my natal Mars Mercury is a bitch on this regard. Spit. It. Out! However this sort power can’t be exchanged in that manner.
Almost definitely triggered by Mars in Most cancers, I made a decision to have a look at my footage, which I’ve not cracked open for 18 years. I broke them out, to share with my good friend, Stevie, simply as my husband and I had been getting again collectively. them, she warned me to not present them to my husband – why? As a result of all the lads in my life look similar to him!
She was proper – I’ve a kind. I’m relieved to say, he additionally has a kind. All his exes, appear to be me. However I did put my albums away and I’ve left them tucked, as a result of once I have a look at his footage, taken through the interval we had been aside, it offers me a “blah” feeling?
However now I wish to have a look at them, for inspiration, largely, and I can’t discover them!
I do know I’ve them, however wherever they’re, they aren’t the place I assumed I assumed they had been. My husband and I couldn’t flip them up in an entire home search. It bothers me as a result of somebody stole my child e-book, years in the past. I couldn’t establish, who, for twenty years. One other Venus Neptune factor.
I did discover my sister’s footage and I’ve my grandfather’s footage, however not my very own.
As a storyteller, footage are essential! My tales, particularly, as a result of they’re laborious to consider.
Did you learn my story, “California”? That’s my accordion taking part in cousin, proper there. He was visiting.
The desk within the foreground is a bumper pool desk, with a prime that might flip over, right into a poker desk. That is our home on the town; it’s the desk the place I first encountered card-playing. My father would have his pals over to play. I might sit on the ground and hearken to the chat; or lie down and draw or colour.
I used to be allowed to do that, as long as I used to be quiet. This scene is in my e-book.
I additionally discovered this image on the proper, which I feel is placing. This lady shouldn’t be in my household, however her first, center and final identify are written on the again, together with the 12 months (1941) and the place. I wish to give this image to the lady or her household.
I’m on the lookout for her and fairly positive I discovered her. It seems she was a ballet dancer in order that’s fascinating.
I’ve robust emotions about this, as I defined in 2011. Photos imply a lot to me, I suppose I could also be projecting. But when there have been an individual on the market who had an image like this of me, or one in every of my family members, I’d like to have it returned.
Household footage are significantly invaluable as you possibly can see the place you come from.
Or perhaps how far you’ve come?
Possibly you wish to return, or perhaps you wish to by no means return. However both manner, that second is gazing you, frozen in time.
I hate that each one the photographs on the web at this time, are crafted and staged. It’s a facade, reasonably than an actual picture. The AI pictures are after all, ghastly, as their soulless.
I keep in mind being in that tree… and higher but, having my mom take the image, to document this feat.