I proceed in a very productive, Neptune daze. We’ve been watching a collection on Netflix, “Velvet”. It’s in Spanish however I don’t care. I’m completely in to it and my husband is as properly, to his explicit extent. What’s occurring is time is circling spherical. As this occurs, I choose issues up and it’s fairly cool.
I’m speaking about recreating previous, completely happy occasions. See, this present is a cleaning soap opera, for positive. It’s implausible however you get into it and also you don’t care. My husband and I did this once we have been youngsters. We adopted, Luke and Laura, however what kills me is how this arrange the identical manner now because it did then.
See, my husband used to work in a missile again then. It was 36 hour shift. There have been no VCRs or streaming or something, so I needed to watch this system after which fill him in on what he missed. We’re doing this identical factor now. Plus there’s a Luke and Laura couple in it. We’re a Luke and Laura couple ourselves so this example simply hums alongside. It’s completely happy.
I’m additionally persevering with to revisit, Leonard Cohen’s a lot, although it’s going gradual as a result of I wait till I’m driving. I’m referring to this:
I nonetheless on “Songs Of Love And Hate” and conscious that almost all of it goes over my head right now, they identical manner it did then. That is gratifying in a manner, as a result of I attempted actually onerous again then. I’m a long time older and yeah. There was nothing stupidly apparent I missed, however I spotted, after I arrowed again to restart a track… I used to be repeating historical past.
I’m speaking about mendacity in mattress, with the file spinning, at nighttime, normally. I’d need to hear one thing once more so I stand up and transfer the needle. I used to be caught on the identical track now as I used to be then. However now could be now, so I might take into consideration what struck me then.
I figured this out on the best way residence from Kroger (laughs), however not earlier than it occurred to me, listening to Leonard Cohen, could have very properly spared me, no matter this outdated man had in thoughts when he moved two teenage ladies into his home. Factor about it. I’ll have been fairly scary! Like some exorcist chick or one thing however that was not the sensation in any respect.
There was no “goth” again then, that’s for positive. I simply preferred this music for the deeply, difficult thrill!
The height or reasonably the valley or possibly each of those without delay, will be discovered on this providing. I solely love the start, the center and the top. So I may need listened to this track, thirty occasions in a row. Be afraid, outdated man who pays youngsters for intercourse. Be very afraid!
“Sing one other track, boys,
This one has grown outdated and bitter…”
Now have a look at this:
I spotted this submit (there’s multiple), is tied to this track. Just lately, I wrote about astrology and elders. I spotted I might handle this matter. I’ve recognized what can occur for a while!
I spotted right now, the identical factor I spotted them. I relate to each phrase within the sone, and to the whole lot written between the strains. Hope and sparring, stabbing, seeing by means of issues, mocking, the whimsical horror of all of it…
I do know these items will not be you however it’s me and I used to be very completely happy to satisfy it within the wild. Oh! I do have tribe! I will be understood. And I used to be in a holding sample at the moment. I’d escaped my residence however not discovered myself but. This existence of music like this, knowledgeable me, an individual like me might discover my manner.
In case you occurred to learn my story, “California”, my sister astutely identifies the second I met a “mothery” kind lady, a job mannequin for individual like me. That is like that. It’s the opposite aspect of me that’s extra like Zorro and his woman or one thing. I deal in the actual and the uncooked.
This additionally made me consider the gal I lived on this at the moment. Libra with a Scorpio moon. The opposite gal who was very influential at the moment was Scott’s sister, additionally a Libra with a Scorpio moon. How I by no means realized this earlier than is past me, however they each died of their 20’s they usually’ve by no means been changed.
Lots of actually necessary issues and individuals are encountered whenever you’re this age.. late teenagers to early 20’s. Folks should let you know, so let that be this – I’m telling you.
Yet one more comment – my pal, Ben, was bitching as soon as, about how folks have been at all times attempting to alter him and make him do issues. We have been in our twenties. “I instructed them, it is a large world! There’s loads of room in it for somebody like me, so depart me alone!