I wrote this in 2023. With Saturn conjunct Neptune in Pisces, it’s much more related.
Dissociating is the expertise of detaching from actuality. It is a new matter for this web site which is shocking contemplating I do know a lot about it. It got here to thoughts a pair weeks in the past once I realized I might entry my emotions from the early 1970’s, in actual time. I’m not speaking about having a flashback. This was extra of a cool time-traveler expertise.
Particularly, I might really feel the crackling within the air; created by the burdened vitality of the adults round me, whereas sitting in a automobile in a gasoline line, circa 1973. It’s much like what we’re coping with now. Chilly climate snaps plus rising vitality prices stresses folks. We joke and make memes about the price of eggs, however underlying that’s a point of terror. I do know I’m not the one one to really feel this.
This isn’t new to me. I discovered to voluntarily dissociate in my twenties as a part of the deep remedy I did at the moment. Matter of reality, that is how I can write the precise dialogue in my tales, from thirty years in the past. I do know the phrases are appropriate, as a result of I’m going proper to the scene; get in my physique and kind the dialog in actual time.
If you wish to examine me on this, learn one among my tales – it’s apparent. This why you get swept up. You’re with me there, in actual time, witnessing an actual occasion!
I discovered to do that, by way of remedy however the means is proven in my chart by way of the Saturn Neptune mashups. Pair that with Mars and Mercury within the ninth home – after all I’m going to need to journey by means of time and different dimensions… to get the story?
I do know dissociation is related to PTSD and usually seen as a unfavorable factor, however clearly it’s not restricted to that. I’m your case examine, proper right here. So now, Saturn is headed for Pisces. It will open the door for all these experiences.
I assumed I’d write this, just because I can and I don’t suppose anybody else will. Or possibly, it’s as a result of nobody else can write it? Does it curiosity you?