Why am I afraid to point out my artistic abilities and don’t really feel snug selling or sharing myself? I’ve a twelfth Home Solar in Capricorn and Capricorn Ascendant.
Reader from Australia
Hello, Reader. You’ve answered your personal query. You’re afraid! However there’s a approach round this.
First, let me outline these fears:
- Worry of failure
- Worry of success
- Worry of being judged
- Worry you’re deluding your self you have got expertise
- Worry you simply usually, suck!
There could also be different fears, however some or all of those are possible on the core of it. You find yourself frozen in worry, disabled by worry.
Paradoxically, Saturn’s transit by way of Pisces may help dissolve these fears, however you are able to do it with or with out the transit.
The simplest technique to get round your worry is to transcend it. For instance, when you do have expertise, do you have got a duty to share it? Or are you imagined to hog all of it?
I don’t assume so. In case you see it this fashion, you’ll go away your worry, behind.
I’ve Capricorn in my twelfth home too. I perceive this effectively. In your case, it’s your SUN. There’s no life and creativity shining out, till and except you face your fears. I needed to do it and I admit – it’s ghastly. It’s nonetheless ghastly, after 25 years. However a minimum of I do know, I’ve escaped my jail and I do know I’m doing the proper factor (not squandering my expertise).
Hoarding expertise is like hoarding cash. You die clutching it, I suppose. Does that sound good?
I’m not attempting to be onerous on you. You’ll transfer when the worry of staying locked in outweighs these different fears. You may get there quicker with true humility.
Whenever you’re actually humble, you don’t aspire to be excellent and even nice. You already know you’re flawed, however you present up anyway, do your job and take your licks.
This versus dying, with every little thing you needed to provide, dying with you.
I can’t inform you that you simply gained’t undergo, placing your self on the market. You completely will. However you’re undergo much more, when you don’t.
Muster up some religion and take step one. In case you do that, the subsequent step with present itself. Subsequent factor you realize, you’re climbing your personal mountain, which is one thing you’re designed to do.
Good luck!