This morning I used to be mulling my conduct in a sure drama in my life. The story is unfolding in a constructive means for me. It’s taken many months for it to show round.

The turnaround appears random however I’m undecided it’s.  That’s what I’m occupied with at the moment. Did I (subconsciously) design this?  I believe I in all probability did, which doesn’t thrill me on this case.

Why I wouldn’t be thrilled to see issues go my means is a complete different can of worms. I’m simply questioning who the precise architect is. I believe it’s me and additional, I believe I’ll have acted alone.

This made me notice. it’s been a very long time since I wrote concerning the eighth home (and Scorpio) being pushed by their unconscious.  I shouldn’t neglect such an essential subject.

I really feel the graphic is right in that roughly 80% of what I do is pushed by my unconscious. If that shocks you in any means, I don’t assume that is uncommon in any respect.  Moderately it’s the norm for anybody with a packed eighth home. It’s all intuition.

That is from 2007:

I depend on my eighth home. I depend on my unconscious and belief I do know what I’m doing even after I don’t know what I’m doing! Generally I don’t discover out precisely what I did till years after the actual fact. I’ve no selection however to function this manner.

It means I stay with full data that what I consider is motivating me is simply one of many issues motivating me. I’m conscious I’m moved by forces beneath my stage of consciousness and there’s nothing I can do about it. It’s referred to as going you’re your intestine!

I routinely go along with my intestine and discover out what my intestine was as much as typically years and even many years later after I occur to journey over the data which is sort of all the time alarming. However I like dwelling this manner. I’ve by no means been bored in my life.

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At this time, I’m a bit tweaked, as a result of I’m undecided if what I orchestrated is “proper”.  Sure, I believe my dish could have run away with my spoon and having Capricorn, I’m involved!

I suppose that is the shadow aspect of all this.  Working turns into scheming as soon as a sure line is crossed. Whenever you’re working subconsciously, you don’t essentially see the road, or when you do, chances are you’ll barrel previous it for causes you’re conscious of but.  That describes what I believe occurred on this situation.

Received planets within the eighth? Inform us.