I’m continually gathering information with all of senses. Eyes, ears, mind however I’m additionally in contact with my internal feelers, just about on a regular basis.
It might sound as if I by no means chill out, however to me this the best way to chill out. It’s additionally the best way to have enjoyable and to smile and to snicker out loud. I notice it might sound loopy however removed from it. I’m only a hopped up, brainy seeker with spider-sense-fueled instinct. Bunnies are going to hop. Elsa goes to suppose.
I adore it when issues come collectively, particularly when I’m fascinated with all issues concerned. This occurred not too long ago and I simply hope I can clarify this nicely sufficient to have it understood.
I’ve been fascinated with projection for eternally. I’ve been fascinated with programming, by the media, particularly, quite than by dad and mom or different methods extra routinely mentioned.
I’ve additionally been fascinated with techniques, prowess and striving to prevail, for all lengthy as I can keep in mind. Living proof, I attempted to get my mom to let me go to highschool with the older children once I was three. If I have been a canine, I’d be pulling on my chain all day.
As it’s possible you’ll know, I tended to should go round my mom, who additionally wouldn’t enable me to go to heaven. You see how lengthy it took me to resolve to dodge her block. One second? It’s because I used to be ten years outdated at the moment. By then, I’d been going round her for years.
My aim was to be taught to learn and when she wouldn’t enable me to attend first grade, I used to be livid. I opted to show myself which I managed to do by the point I used to be 4, sheer will, so far as I do know.
I admire this can be exhausting to learn however I’m hoping you may really feel how I’m attempting to place issues collectively. I suppose there are puzzle solvers on this planet and I’m one among them.
Within the present day, I’ve a shopper who I’ve lots in widespread with. She’s received a pointy thoughts and massive mouth that simply trumps my very own. Nonetheless, two heads are higher than one! Additional, she performs at such a excessive stage, the small issues she may miss could make an enormous a distinction so I’m employed.
This gal has a really giant stellium in Scorpio and an Aries moon so she is MARSY! She’s a psych nurse and that is what this story is about.
I labored with one other psych nurse for quite a few years. He was man; Charlie, who I actually cherished. Sadly, he died a few years in the past, however he’s additionally a part of this story.
It might be worthwhile to cease and take into consideration what this job entails. Charlie was usually known as to carry or transfer or restrain sufferers. They’d have labored him ’around the clock if had he allowed it.
So the shopper is in the midst of a severe battle. My job is to assist her mastermind the state of affairs. When you think about me licking my lips at this – sure!
We’ve got to psychoanalyze the opposite gamers which is her forte. She tends to go very deep… prefer it’s all the time sexual and hey! She’s most likely proper.
I’m extra tactical and one my abilities is to have the ability to see by means of the opposite individual’s eyes… particularly in the event that they’re a felony, as a result of hey! Take a look at my background. I’ve an excellent bead on folks in authority as nicely. What that’s all about!
I’m additionally good at contemplating the results of transits on a person in addition to the results on the collective.
Final, I do know infinite manner that energies can be utilized.
For example, she is now utilizing a Saturn in Pisces protection which is completely different from the Mars protection I plotted, two days earlier. She’s defending as she concurrently assaults. Is this glorious or what?
In the meanwhile of my breakthrough, we have been brainstorming the doubtless thought course of and emotional state of the person who has emerged as her principal foe at the moment. In order for you a great protection, finest take a look at the individual you’re attempting to defend towards!
I felt that he hadn’t but discovered who he was coping with but. At this level within the recreation, he’s nonetheless thinks he can win and can win. Actually, I urged he might even suppose he can’t lose. She wished me to elucidate this so I did.
“He’s received your info. He is aware of you’re a psych nurse…”
I defined that when an individual of his age group thinks, “psych nurse”, they factor of Nurse Ratched in One Flew Over The Cuckoos’ Nest.
She didn’t like this as a result of she is nothing like that, which was my level. He’s received her misidentified, however my actual level was that this man is in a better place than Nurse Ratched.
Are you monitoring this? The actual individual, of their actual life, seems on the different actual individual, projecting a persona on them. On this case, the person feels he has authority over the projected persona, so he’s secure.
This false sense of safety is an excellent factor if you happen to’re on her facet. For the report, her facet is the righteous one.
I defined I had one other shopper in her subject and projected the the male orderly personalities from that film, on to him. I can’t inform you how offensive the Ratched individual is to my shopper, however I’m conscious of this phenomenon for 2 causes.
First, I do it myself as I’ve talked about, but in addition, what am I? An astrologer? What does that conjure up? A shyster in in starry clothes ready to break somebody from behind a crystal ball? Good!
If you will use this system, you need to test your technology. Ratched = Psych Nurse in my actuality. There was one other psych film, Woman Interrupted?
I by no means noticed that film but when there’s a robust psych nurse character in that film, the youthful thoughts might monitor to that character, having by no means heard of my technology’s designated Psych Nurse character.