A New Moon in Aquarius

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February 5th, 2024. A New Moon in Aquarius

Principally after I sit down to jot down, what involves thoughts are all the teachings that I’m studying from being a brand new mother or father. I don’t wish to be a one-note author, however these are the waters I’m swimming in proper now. So bear with me.

Final night time, I took a protracted stroll by means of the Higher West Aspect in Manhattan. It was quiet and chilly and darkish. I felt that (now) unfamiliar feeling of getting a pocket of time to myself, a momentary freedom. And there may be nothing like having a few hours to oneself, the proper footwear, weather-appropriate attire, and the streets of this metropolis to roam. I made a decision to name Sonya and test in — to see how bathtime with our baby went, what I had missed, and so forth. She crammed me in on all of the impossibly cute issues that had occurred within the three hours that I had been gone: the brand new smile, the brand new chuckle, the brand new hand gesture. Lots happens hour to hour at this age. Through the name, I handed of us who seemed decimated by capitalism and a metropolis that has been one of many driving engines of it. I assumed, as I usually do since turning into a mother or father, “What would the world be like if everybody was as cared for as our youngster?” As a result of we’re all any individual’s youngster.

I do know this is among the most elementary of sentiments, however it’s extra a sense that overwhelms me than an instructional thesis of the inequities of this world.

I can’t appear to reconcile the disparity that I’ve skilled emotionally since I’ve develop into a mother. My home actuality is shockingly totally different than most of what I see after I open the door. Or my telephone. Our youngster is so doted on, so the main focus of our lives and decisions, so considered, so celebrated, and so thought of all whereas a lot of our human household is discarded, disregarded, neglected, sacrificed for energy grabs and land theft, locked away, or worse. Our methods make no sense for anybody, save for the egos that keep them, drive them, and thrive in them — which is so only a few of us.

I need us to construct a world that treats everybody as useful and beloved: like they’re somebody’s youngster, auntie, cousin, mentor, scholar, pal, group member. I wish to dwell in methods that encourage (okay, possibly drive) the easiest in us to return forth, that middle the well being of our connections in order that the communities we construct are naturally self-correcting and our trajectory has an arc that bends towards care and safety of probably the most weak amongst us. We appear, as an alternative, to be hurtling towards our personal destruction with gleeful gluttony, selfies, binaries, and wonder contests.

I need us to dwell.

And whereas I’m removed from above the lure of luxurious and (momentary) ease that materialism affords, I’m haunted by my, and our, youngsters’s future if we don’t absolutely embody the adjustments we all know are wanted now. I’m haunted by the fabric and religious value of our day-to-day dwelling, the hidden toll that entry to something we would like, at any time when we would like it, provides as much as. I’m haunted by the cycles of violence that we hold shopping for into every time we dehumanize and demoralize each other, en masse and on-line, nation to nation and individual to individual.

And I’m not above being the issue.

To be trustworthy, I’m very often the thorn in my very own aspect. I’ve each human trait that there’s to have. I really feel envy, bitterness, hatred, vengeance, neediness, self-pity, love, compassion, frailty, ageing, bliss, pleasure, concern, greed, and real gratitude for this endlessly sophisticated life. I’ve tried to disclaim the extra humiliating emotions on that record, a lot to my demise. My shadow self is robust and ever the keen instructor, fortunately. I do know that every time I get wrapped up within the wrongness of the world, I want to right away get interested by what I can do to are inclined to some a part of my very own life and self. I do know that my pink flags come within the type of my very own fingers, outstretched and pointing. I do know that as I alter, so too does my world.

The New Moon in Aquarius

The New Moon in Aquarius that happens on Friday, February ninth, at 2:59 pm PT is a first-in-our-lifetime occasion — one amongst many who have and can be occurring in Aquarius, because of Pluto’s re-entrance into the signal. As a lineup of planets enter Aquarius (the Solar and Mercury have simply, the Moon will mid-week, and Venus and Mars are about to), they may all be greeted by the Darkish Lord.

On the prime of the week, Mercury makes its conjunction with Pluto. That signifies that the week begins with some soul-searching conversations, the unearthing of a fact or two, or the deepening of our consciousness a few subject that had solely been partially unveiled to us. There may be all the time some accounting to be executed with Mercury — and with Pluto, that tally is in regards to the grief, the horrors, and the hidden gems of life and of this world. A Mercury–Pluto conjunction teaches us that when we don’t identify the troublesome points of life — the feelings we harbor deep, deep down — they don’t stop to exist. In actual fact, they usually develop into stronger, extra burdensome to schlep round with us. The grief we stock should be articulated in order that it’d rework us and our understanding of what’s doable.

In different phrases, Monday is a superb day for remedy, or no matter you’ve entry to that’s akin to it.

As a result of this week’s astrology is so centered on Pluto’s latest entrance into Aquarius, we are able to additionally guess that one thing will come to gentle about AI, about tech basically, and about our collective actuality or, extra particularly, about the way it’s altering.

This New Moon additionally sits in a good sq. with Uranus. Uranus is revolutionary vitality. It’s itchy, loud, impolite, feral, freedom-seeking, riled up, and able to break with custom at any value. This week can be disruptive, disrupted, and in our face. Maybe it’s per week after we would be the supply of another person’s discomfort, awakening, or reinvention. Hopefully it will likely be mixture of each.

In a latest speak with the information firm Mondoweiss, Aquarian Angela Davis mentioned: “Now after I see huge numbers of individuals demonstrating in nation after nation, it jogs my memory that these connections throughout nationwide borders are doable. That Palestine is permitting us to think about a really totally different sort of world. And so we battle for justice for Palestine — not as a result of it’s the ethical factor to do, which it’s. Not as a result of it’s the solely manner we are able to think about a future for individuals who dwell in that a part of the world, which it’s, however as a result of it represents a capability to construct new lives and new goals for individuals all over the place. It does make us dream of a world by which we can have eradicated racism and anti-semitism, and financial exploitation, and gender violence, so … we deposit our goals in Palestine.”

This New Moon is about breaking ties with no matter retains our internal visionary, innovator, and world-builder asleep. It’s about grappling with and witnessing the grief that’s hidden in plain sight. It’s about remembering that we’re not too late to make the longer term higher. In actual fact, this second is the one place from which we are able to create change. It’s the one place from which we are able to study to like, cherish, and care for each other, and due to this fact the world.

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