I went to 3 years of remedy again within the early 90’s when the massive stellium in Capricorn was crossing my ascendant. I’m speaking in regards to the years when the Mega Capricorns have been born.
One of many first concepts I used to be launched was the household system. The therapist described the entire sick household, tossed down in a properly or ditch of some kind. Possibly she mentioned, “ditch” and I heard, “properly”. Level was, I must claw my manner out if I wished to be free.
This gave the impression of a good deal to me. The subsequent factor she mentioned alarmed me, although. She mentioned, as I used to be attempting to drag out, the folks left within the pit would attempt to pull me again in. Like they might seize my garments or my leg or my ft, attempting to maintain me in place, as a result of it’s simply the way in which it’s.
I used to be horrified, but additionally intrigued. I’m drawn to problem but additionally, who needs to be in a pit with individuals who would try this? Attempt to maintain an individual again?
This was towards my grandfather’s tenets – you’re to not get in the way in which of an individual attempting to reside their life. By then, it had develop into one among my tenets so for me, this was GAME ON.
It’s been many years. I made it out that gap, fully. Additional, I’ve seen this phenomena play out, all my life. An individual drops ten kilos and their buddies are available in with cake.
In the present day, we speak about “the matrix” and such. I by no means need to be in it. I grew up in an period the place the Borg was a foul factor. So I write all these posts about staying on the perimeter of life (search). However as we speak I spotted we’re dwelling in a worldwide psychodrama.
Give it some thought. Everyone seems to be attempting to get you to hate somebody, say one thing about somebody, take a facet, or no matter. Troublemaking is the way in which to go, day in and day trip, ’around the clock. Gossip, rug pull, slander, deceive? Freakin’ devils rise up and speak into cameras, come on. You’ve received to see the correlation. It’s not a properly I need to hand around in!
I’ve been working to extricate myself for months as I’ve talked about right here and there. I believe this connection will assist me try this. If you’d like one thing related and assume this may enable you to, please hitchhike.
Final, I need to thank the individuals who has despatched assist for this website over the previous couple of days. Your love and assist has infused me; and I’ll attempt to flip round and infuse you proper again.
How do you’re feeling about my psychodrama concept?