I wrote this publish in 2007 when Saturn was opposing Neptune. I used to be making an attempt illustrate this phenomenal mash-up of energies, which is proven strongly in my natal chart.  It’s simply surprising.

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On the concept of being a Saturn Neptune sort, I’ve a narrative that illustrates the confusion, completely. Not simply different individuals’s however my very own.

Some years in the past my good friend and astrologer, cf, who thinks I’m the quintessential Mars sort girl instructed I see the film, “Bagdad Cafe”, which is a good film by the way in which.

“It’s a film chock stuffed with Mars symbols,” she stated. ‘Wait’ll you get a load of the girl in there… Brenda. She’s similar to you.”

Nicely I didn’t imagine her on the time. Nobody is rather like me. However I received the film and certain sufficient…

Within the film, Brenda is black girl and she or he’s pissed off! She’s very cute and inexplicably likable however she is just about mad as hell at all people on a regular basis. The very first thing she does within the film, is toss her man for no cause… no cause in any respect.

And he or she doesn’t fiddle both. She picks up these tin cans mendacity round and she or he throws them at him and his TRUCK. You recognize. Get the hell out of right here!!! GET OUT!

Nicely everybody is aware of I like vans. And although I’ve by no means damaged a dish in the home, I’ve kicked a number of automobiles in my day, at all times in an effort to eliminate the person driving them, just a bit bit sooner. Like kick the bumper of the automotive, because it’s driving away, for good measure! So I used to be chagrined, watching this film and a number of other years handed.

I’d seen this film a number of instances by then as a result of it’s that good. The music on this film, alone strikes me to tears. And I like Brenda. I feel she’s amusing to no finish and sooner or later Scott and I had been speaking about motion pictures. I really useful, Baghdad Cafe and he finally watched it.

“That film was nice, Elsie. Thanks very a lot. And he or she’s proper. You’re precisely like that girl. You and Jasmine, there isn’t a distinction in any respect,” he stated. “I couldn’t imagine it. Watching that film was like watching you in her physique,” he stated.

“What?”

Within the film, Jasmine is a giant German girl. And he or she’s not imply in any respect. Or mad.

“Jasmine? Actually?” I couldn’t perform on what he meant. Severely. It spun my head round. “Er… I’m presupposed to be like Brenda…”

“Brenda? Brenda? No! You’re nothing like Brenda. You’re the Jasmine character. She’s precisely such as you.”

For a cut up second I believed he should be jerking my chain however knew he wasn’t. “Actually? What do I’ve in frequent with Jasmine?” I waited for him to inform me as a result of I had no clue.

“Every thing! There is no such thing as a distinction between you and her in any respect, Elsie. Didn’t you see that? Brenda? You’re not like Brenda!”

“Actually? Clarify? Are you able to clarify this to me?” I used to be utterly confused. It actually damage my head. Like placing glasses on the blind… or taking them off.

“Nicely for starters she will get left on the aspect of the highway!” Scott left me on the aspect of the highway after I was a child… “And he or she has nothing. She’s received nothing in any respect and that’s the way you had been while you left residence. You left residence with completely nothing.”

I laughed. “Oh yeah. I do not forget that now,” I stated with a snort. “However she’s magic.”

“She’s magic? You’re the one who’s magic.”

“I’m?”

“Sure Elsie,” he stated as if he was sick of telling me this. “And he or she’s within the desert, too. I’m telling you the film is a map of your complete life. I imply, proper there, within the first 5 minutes she’s in your actual circumstance.”

“Oh. I didn’t consider this.”

“You’re kidding. How might you miss this?”

“I don’t know.”

“Nicely the remainder of that character is rather like you too. Every thing she does is strictly what you do. What you probably did, I imply.”

“It’s?”

“Nicely yeah. You began off on the aspect of the highway similar to her. And what did you do?”

“I went to city.”

“Sure! And while you received there…. effectively, it’s similar to within the film. She touches individuals. Right here’s she’s received nothing and she or he is available in there and saves all of them.”

“I try this?”

“Hell sure, you try this? Are you kidding me? That’s precisely what you do.”

“Okay, effectively I’d have to consider it. I’m undecided I perceive this however I’m listening. Inform me.”

“Nicely, she will get to the cafe..”

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Sorry. It appears like this received minimize off in some way.  However it’s important to admit it’s wonderful. It’s additionally the story of my life.  Interacting with individuals who suppose God is aware of what of me!