This final week has revealed various issues to me. Studying my Pining For Reuben story, I obtained enthusiastic about the other ways my Venus Neptune sq. has expressed through the years.  On this specific story, it was used as an asset. It allowed me to expertise pleasure whereas passing by means of a painful time.

We have now these arduous elements in our chart. You examine them; it’s usually unhealthy. Within the case of Venus Neptune, we’re speaking about deception, delusion, victimization and such.  The upside, if talked about, will say one thing like, you’re imaginative.  It’s all fairly obscure.

You will have a side in your chart, that’s usually seen as adverse, however should you develop your self… effectively, Venus Neptune is a terrific magic wand. I made ache disappear in that story, see?

Or how concerning the dot com crash. I misplaced 100K in a day, which was all I had on the time. It was every little thing I had each earned, after working from the time I used to be twelve years previous.  Do you suppose I cried?

I didn’t cry. I sat there on the display screen, taking a look at my portfolio and in lower than a minute, I had this perception… that I shouldn’t fear about it.  It startled me, like I’m going to FIGHT you, however regardless of the ethereal drive was, the logic cam in like this: “You don’t want this cash now.”

SO! was my thought.
The drive responded, “By the point you want the cash, you’ll have it.”

This perception was so highly effective, I accepted this a fact… instantly. I recall standing up from my laptop, to go care my children. 4 and one years previous and I simply screwed their safety. I used to be going to beat myself up about this, however by some miracle, I used to be not in a position to do that.  As a substitute, as I walked in the direction of the door, my thoughts overrode me with this: “ it’s going to be okay…”

The implication with that was that I ought to to not be a drama artist.  My Venus in Leo.  I let it go and didn’t point out this for a few years later… someday it got here up on my weblog.

This second phenomena cemented this to me. I simply misplaced all my cash and… it was irrelevant.

Now that’s some religion. It’s additionally precisely what occurred.  Three years later, I wanted the cash for a down cost on a bigger home. I had it and I famous this.

My level right here is these elements present our propensities. What if God gives us with skills like this, as a result of we’ll want them to get by means of what’s forward?

Now think about studying astrology and having all of your presents, your tastes and different oddities, degraded to the purpose the place they’re outlined as issues to beat?  This, versus getting up every day, to stay as a inventive particular person, growing your abilities and deploying them as wanted.

Appears like a nightmare.